Full Idea
True contradictories. I am sure there is a God in the sense that I am quite sure that my love is not illusory. I am sure there is not a God in the sense that I am quite sure nothing real can be anything like what I conceive when I pronounce this word.
Gist of Idea
My love makes me believe in God; the inconceivability of this God makes me disbelieve
Source
Simone Weil (Gravity and Grace [1942], 'Atheism')
Book Reference
Weil,Simone: 'Gravity and Grace', ed/tr. Crawford/De Ruhr [Routledge 1952], p.114
A Reaction
[She adds that inconceivability doesn't mean illusory] I can't see a feeling of love as a reason for theism. But the inconceivability of God isn't a good reason for atheism.